I know when my mother calls my unfinished painting "utsukushii" (beautiful) she does not really mean it.
I know when my boyfriend says "I trust you" he does not really mean it.
I know whenever Matthew has ever answered "yes" to any of my questions he did not really mean it.
I lie a lot too, so it's okay.
To whoever feels lonely - solitude is much much easier. Trust me.
xx 12:44 a.m.